WOW i had quite the 2 days. first of all. since i took the LID and RAI i felt weak and tired and no energy, but the last 2 weeks i have been having chest pains. so thursday i had my husband take me to the ER cuz i felt i couldnt breathe like an elephant on my chest. that night they said it was anxiety so sent me home with adivan but didnt take away the tightness of my chest. so i made appt for fri with my fam dr, and he check my BP when i was sitting and said it was low so he had me lay down and BP went up but then had me sit up then stand up my BP dropped very low. so hes like i cant let you drive home. think he said once my top num of my BP was 90 which scared me. so he made me stay laid down on the table, and kept checking on me. then he came in after all his patients were gone cuz he closed at noon and i was still there. so he came in later and said he had to call my mom in law to come and get my daughter and drive our car. then he comes in my room and checking my BP every so often so then he said im calling 911 for and ambulance to take me to the hospital cuz he was afraid i may pass out if my in laws to take only 15 mins away.
He called the ER and said he was sending me over so they were ready for me right away. i never had a dr call 911 on me at his office i was very nervous.
so i get to the ER again the 2nd day in a row, and they hooked me to bunch of tests they took me to get xrays and by the i got back from the xrays my husband was right there and i was surprised he was there i didnt tell him i was trying not to get him til after work cuz he missed a few hours thurs, but he was there fast. his mom called him i guess and told him and he left work right away. Ashley had to stay with my dr til in laws came i was so worried about her but when i saw mark at the ER i knew she was with gram,
so at the ER they did different tests blookwork and checked my thyroid nums earlier then my endo wanted to but said to have it done and showed that they were normal, so gotta ask her next week if she still wants me to in may like we planned. all my test came back normal like the night before, but the only different thing they did yesterday that they didnt thurs, they gave me a liter of IV fluids in a hr and they checked my BP laying,sitting, and standing and my BP came up and was stable. so they come in and said i was slighty dehydrated, which i cant understand i drink so much water in a day like i cant get enough of it im thirsty all the time but i havent been eating to well, ive been losing weight which i thought i wasnt but i am i lost 4 lbs from tues (at endo dr) to fri (at my fam dr). i just cant eat cuz im nauseated and everything taste funny and i just dont feel hungry. i do force myself only cuz i need food for potassium pill ... my fam dr did tell me to stop my BP meds for awhile and said i shouldnt have been on it while i was hypo thyroid. i just wish things would slow down and not crazy. i still feel very overwhelm by what i need to be doing my mom is here with me for a few days so i can rest and not worry about anything and i think Mark didnt want me to be home alone think hes worried about me but not showing it to well. i want to stop worrying my family, especially my 2 moms.
im still finding it hard to find peace in the Lord lately and i dont know why its like im in this big storm and im lost and cant find my way out it and just keeps getting stronger to strong. i thought since i didnt have chemo that i would have more energy then what Mark had when he had cancer, but i feel just as sick as if i did have it, i dont know what will happen if i feel like i did this last months again so i go and get more fluids cuz after i got it i felt like i different person even my body dont feel weak and crampy anymore i hope i dont need to, i thought i was drinking alot more than usually but guess i have to try to eat more than i do. hopefully i will start to feel better and get more energy but right now i feel like taking a snooze so i will close for now
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