resting at moms

I've been in the ER 4 times in the last week and half. 2xs within 24 hrs at the start of it. I always get tired everytime i get up and do stuff around the house, so my husband said why dont you stay at your moms for a week and rest. so i did and now im at my moms resting and she has been "MAKING" eat and i have felt better. this is the first day i havent been dizzy and lightheaded so maybe it was that i wasnt eating. My sister-in-law calls me yesterday on my cell ph, and she told me she knows someone else having the same problems as i am with my heart racing and feeling weak that it took time before it all slowed down right now that lady is going for her 6 month checkup appt. so im not the only one dealing with this and the drs dont tell you anything like that. im still cold even to touch my mom felt my arm yesterday she said i felt like ice and so did my dad i told them im cold i get the chills so bad that i feel like i cant warm up. i was suppose to see my fam dr 2mro i decided to not see him til next monday cuz im over to my moms and shes 2 hrs away from where i live now. Mark will be coming this weekend to take us home ashley and i.
when i get back home i have to see dr and go for some bloodwork for my endo doc, to check and see if my thyroid med is making me where im suppose to be.
Im tired of feeling crumby and still finding it hard to see where the Lord is taking me, i think of this book my mother-in-law gave me a few yrs ago and i feel like im in the beach of loneliness. where im walking on a beach its dreary and cold and lonely. the book is called something like Hind's feet in high places its a allogory, or something like that it was a very good book i should read again. but i can relate to the main character "Much Afraid." I can totally relate to this book. And the "Shepherd" character in the book was the Lord.  i feel alone but i know im not alone i know that sound strange but its just how i feel and what i know.  and i know i have friends and family that will be there for me, i have several churches praying for me and thats a comfort. So im hoping that a week at my moms i will feel better and not be dizzy all the time so i can start to drive again and get on with my life. Endo doc said this could be lasting 6 months im like great i have no taste and i feel weak and it will take 6 months to get better just in time to get checked again where i have to do the LID which that was where i started to feel sick and nauseated which i still am nauseated even smells nauseate me like this AM i smelled really ripped bananas and i use to love bananas now the smell makes me sick to my stomach. I miss my husband kinda wish i was home but i know if i was home id work to much and feel weak and tired and possible another ER trip but i need to limit myself when i do go home.