Well seen my endo doc and got my schedule for the month of sept for my checkup scan. She told me my insur wont pay for the shot which i could have had instead of the LID but guess i cant cuz stupid insur i have. She did say I can start whenever im ready i said lets go she is letting me wait til after Labor Day but 2 days after that i stop the synthroid and then the following sunday start the LID then labs sept 21 and scan sometime the week of sept 24, and then i should know if i havee to have another RAI. I got an answer for my rashes from being over heated she told me she made me a bit hyperthyroid to help with the cancer not to grow, and that made me to be heat intolerable she said hopefully if i get a negative scan she can put me on a more normal dose. maybe that is why i have be very obsessed with cleaning my house and been a little worried about stuff i did have a rash on my arm today while i was there her waiting room was so hot. just wish this was all over with. I wish i didnt have to do this again. but if i get a negative scan it will only be labs to check things out after it but if i need another RAI i will prob go thru this again. if i need another RAI it will be a short time for me to get my daughter to my moms to stay this time. i wont know til after the scan if i need one or not.
So im gonna be tired and slow soon hopefully wont be as bad as the first time she said it may not be cuz we had to wait so long before so i could have surg again so i was hypo longer then i would be this time. And i got to be better at eating this time around for LID last time i starved cuz i was afraid what to eat, other than tons of bananas.
September is Thyroid Cancer Awareness Month, and im gonna be busy with my thyroid cancer stuff the whole month. then i see endo doc at the end of Nov. seems like the yr is going so slow for me just want this yr to be gone. im tired of all this tired of being tired and being really hot to really cold. being hot like now is worse than my hot flashes i had before all this. i cant even remember what they felt like but i kno it wasnt to the point of sweating like now . I hope the feeling i have isnt gonna be right cuz i have a feeling i will need another RAI idk why but i feel i will and hopefully this time i will be wrong. not looking forward to sept but guess ill have to idk if ill write on this during that time but might if i need to vent. i looked back at my older post back in feb-may i dont remember typing those but remembered that i felt that way seemed like a lifetime ago and a very dark place for me i still feel like im in a dark place just gray tho. just wish i could see the light at the end of the tunnel but its to far away still if there is an ending to all this just want to throw in the towel and be done with this all.
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