finally its over

Hear, O LORD, when I cry with my voice! Have mercy also upon me, and answer me. Psalm 27:7

Last Fri the 16th i got my RAI, and had my family be away from me for a full 7 days. They all came back yesterday i was so happy to get them all back home. i was hypothyroid before my 2 weeks so they started my treatment early and get it them over with. i hated the LID i hope never have to do that again. the RAI wasnt fun either everything tasted funny and i felt nauseated and weak. i still feel that way. hopefully this levothyroxine starts to help me better they are thinking about putting me on a booster pill for a week to help with the pain in my legs and arms i cant do to much before  i get tired and cant walk as fast as i did before feels like i ran a marathon when i walk a few feet.
 i see my endo doc in april and im sure theres gonna be alot of bloodwork. i had my post scan fri (23) i hate that test it hurts the back and neck and it was for an hr and half laying there and feeling my arms and legs go numb and when u have to scratch and itch on ur nose u cant and i had one ugh.
i felt alone all last week but i know i wasnt God was protecting me through all that. i cried every night knowing that i was gonna be here alone and my family was elsewhere. since i had no other place to go while on the RAI. i was so bored with nothing to do i ate with all plasticware so i can throw it out and not hurt my family i spend thurs and fri cleaning up the house and laundry to get all the RAI out of the house before they all came home and i wanted them safe. my moods are even getting better so maybe the levothyroxine is helping but still have no strength to do much of anything and still feel not up to par.
from the 13-16th i ran to this nuclear dr 13th was to meet with her and thought i was hypo enough just on how i talked so she said to go ahead and get my labs done to see then the next day they called and said i was ready to have my prescan so 14th got the 8 pills and the 15 was precan then 16 was the RAI which i recieved 100.9mg  2 pills of it i dont know if thats good or bad since this is my first time having thyroid issues. Mark did check up on me everyday when he stopped here during his work day, and was so hard not to hug and kiss him. and was hard on our daughter to be away for that long from her momma she killed me with her txtes about i want to come home NOW and knowing that i couldnt do anything i wouldve gladly went to get her but had to protect her so i had to say no u cant right now . now its all over with for now anyways and i can enjoy havin my family back with me again where i can make REAL food again that tastes good even tho still tastes funny for me right now but slowing coming back to me.
now its a wait thing to see if the RAI got everything it needed to get and i hope it stays away and that im free from this and i can go back to a normal life i think but i know God is in control of this and i keep on trusting in Him and looking up to Him for the light He knows whats ahead i dont but theres always a lesson behind every storm and i havent figured out what it is yet but He will tell me when it is time........
 The LORD is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1