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And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. Phil 4:19


Tomorrow Mark will be taking me grocery shopping since i dont feel like driving yet and still dont feel good in the strength department of picking stuff up. my shoulders are killing me yet the right hurt for about 10 days now the left has started... I usually love to go grocery shopping when im alone its my time where i can be alone and think about what id like to make for meals for my family, and maybe surprise them by buying stuff i dont usually do that they want just because i love them. But tomorrow ill be shopping for me, and stuff i can have  on this diet i have to start sunday. then when i get home i plan on maybe some things out of this new LID cookbook that i can freeze for later. im so glad that there are some friends that gave us some beef for out freezer that will last at least a few months, so thats one less thing i have to worry about buying this month.
im very nervous about this diet im afraid ill do something wrong and wont go well. i need my iodine to be low to a certain number to have the RAI to work well for killing whats left of the cancer cells, and whats left of the thyroid, and i want to do it right. And i have to take more time gro shopping to look at labels for NO SALT ADDED. they said i can have that i already have the non iodized salt my mom gave me. i want to make homemade bread for myself and freeze it and maybe make some for mark and ashley that. i can have most anything but i have to watch the iodine intake from salt and you cant tell whats in store bought bread. which i know how to make homemade stuff its not that hard to do. my way of thinking will be did i make this right with very little or no iodine in it thats what stresses me out the most. But if i have to do this again in the future i will know what to do for the next time. i hope i wont have to but they always have to tell you dont expect to be cancer free in 6 months, but they never know i may be. But still will have to be check alot for awhile now and be on a replacement pill all my life for thyroid ... i read in this cookbook that thyroid cancer is the most unusual cancer seems like the unusal stuff always happens to me or i get the most unusual things like this dog we had a year ago that die when he was 1 n half yrs old he was an unusual dog he was part pug part lab looked like a lab but in pugs body i loved him i got the same expression from everyone. but he died sept2010 from a seizure which we think he hit his head to hard the morning of it.

I see this new dr that is the nuclear dr that will be giving me my prescan and RAI and then another scan after the treatment on mar 13th (2 days after my bday what fun)  to talk with her about what my endo dr couldnt answer, so Marks gonna go with me then too. then ill go for my scan n treatment. i keep reminding myself God is will me and my family and friends are here to support even tho sometimes i dont feel they are there some are far away and cant help it but i know they are still there for me theyre just a call away if i had the gutts to call them i just dont want to bother them cuz i know they are busy with their lives or dealing with their own health issues that id rather be there for them first.  i know i have alot of people praying for me my church family and some other churches as well. i just cant help but to be anxious about stuff and having trouble praying myself i feel selfish when i do.....

 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God;and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Phil 4:6-7