feeling so tired

The LORD is my strength and my shield; My heart trusted in Him, and I am helped; Therefore my heart greatly rejoices, And with my song I will praise Him.  Psalm 28:7 


 I went to see my endocrinologist yesterday. to talk about my LID  that i will be starting sunday, and got answers to some questions i had for it. she went to check my reflexes in my arm and my fingers only moved a little and dr said i guess ur hypothyroid cuz i had no relflexes at all and i have good reflexes. And of course with this i have gained weight which i hate but cant be helped cuz the thyroid is what helps you to maintain ur weight. she asked me if im fatigue and i said YES! told all i want to do is sleep, and my poor house is paying the price cuz i just dont feel like cleaning, and half the time dont want to even get out of bed. and its gonna get worse ......oh brother! ......  i have to see a nuclear dr for my scans and RAI...so the schedule is for 2 weeks im on the LID then 3 days before i have my prescan i have to have bloodwork to make sure im hypothyroid enough for the treatment then i have a dose of RAI for the scan, then 3 days later or so is my actual RAI, after they find out how much they have to give me thats what the prescan is for. then sometime after the RAI ill have to have another scan a post scan then i will be put on my thyroid replacement pill.  I hope that when i start the replacement that i will feel better i just cant believe how tired im getting, and how low i feel right now..... and maybe be able to lose some weight. then i guess in 6 months ill get checked to see if the RAI took all the cancer out if not probably have to have another dose of it.
people think that this would be an easy cancer fight HA ya right i still get the symtoms as someone gets when they have chemo or radiation just not losing my hair or throwing up. but the emotional and metal part of me is draining even physcally my body feel weak and tired and i have even had anything yet just being a hypothyroid makes u feel this way... i dont think people even know how important your thyroid is to ur body. it controls ur weight, matabolism, and it even controls ur emotional and metal thinking and controls how tired u get you get energy from ur thyroid cuz it helps the foods u eat and changes to energy. and im not sure if i did anything to my shoulder which still pains me seems like the dr seemed concerned when i said my shoulder is killing me. just seems i have no strength at all in my shoulder and in my body just feel so drained out like i ran a marathon havent been getting much sleep keep waking up and having to run to the bathroom which i hate in the middle of the night but i do get back to sleep.. 
    i know the Lord will give me the strength i need to get thru this it says in His Word......

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart Be acceptable in Your sight, O LORD, my strength and my Redeemer. Psalm 19:14

The LORD is my light and my salvation; Whom shall I fear? The LORD is the strength of my life; Of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1


I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Phil 4:13