Frustrated

And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28


i thought i was doing good on feeling better. But now i really dont feel good, our town had its Blockhouse Festival and its only a walk from our house alittle more than where i do my short walks. We went up for our annual chez steaks and sausage and pepers and did some walking around it too. Mark let me buy a hanging towel for the kitchen. and we walked back. I thought i wouldnt make it home was getting really tired and falling behind my hubby and daughter. I couldnt even walk back up later to watch the fireworks they had but could hear them. Im tired of feeling tired and not feeling well. when ppl ask me how ya doing my usual answer is im tired.
Im taking my thyroid meds like im suppose to and they said my levels are where they want it to be but i still dont have the energy i use to have i hate it. And to think that in a couple months the drs are going to make me "hypo" again to check to see about cancer. i still cant sleep to good at night then im tired all day i have a terrible migraine and neck hurts. And to make me even more stressed while i was using my washer today doing clothes our water pump wouldnt stop running my hubby had to come and shut it off til he got home so we had no water all day and now him and a friend are downstairs figuring out if we need a new one or if its fixable.
Can this year be over with yet?!!?!!????
I still continue to trust the Lord through all this and find my strength in Him, but i know i need to not over do myself and wear me out im just so use to being the superwoman here that does everything inside this house, and hardly ever asked for help from family. I feel like im losing my mind or maybe im overwhelmed i dont know. I cant take the heat anymore i get rashes if i get overheated so i always have to have the AC blowing on me then im cold when its on me so im on the couch with a quilt on me with air blowing on me cuz if i shut it off i get warm and feel like i cant breathe right. well thought id put an update up but too tired to think of what to type. so gonna stop and relax for awhile since my hubby went up to buy a new pump so we can have water again.